Each female fan has her own story: Three fandom autoethnographies

This article advocates autoethnography as a critical feminist methodology for using personal testimony to investigate women's experience and performance of fandom The article's centerpiece is an analysis of the personal testimonies of three women-researcher-fans of different ages-of a fan-owned club Hapoel Katamon Jerusalem. In addition to revealing women's gendered-based experiences and the different ways in which women acquire and perform fandom, their personal stories prove valuable for exposing the gendered regime of the football field. Moreover, they reveal how women who are not fluent in the hegemonic language of fandom make their way in the fandom field as they seek their own voice and position in it. The analysis suggests that women's participation can disrupt the hegemonic masculinity of fandom and challenge its established boundaries, thereby problematizing accepted definitions of the authentic fan.